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Today was a fun day. I spent it with the Katie and we started the day bright and early. Lef the house about 9:40am and made our way to Allens and dropped off a photo order. Went to the mall and browesed. I saw a bag in Zumiez I wanna get when i get paid next week, and Katie bought a vest there. We then went to Dragon's Keep and we picked up our comics. I got my Sonic the Hedgehog and I picked up the new Marvel Series: Civil War.
We then went to Borders. They didn't have all my manga I wanted, but they at least had Bleach 14 which made me happy cause I wanted that the most out of the three. BUT I ended up yoinking Chrono Crusade 7 and 8 and no I don't own 1-6 :P I will eventually >_> Our tummys soon were rumbling so we headed acrossed the street to Steak-Out, which proved to be a VERY yummy place to eat. Mmmm steak...
Went to Toys R' Us and Katie bought Life: Pirates of the Caribbean Edition. Went to F.Y.E cause I wanted to acquire if they did preorders. Turns out it's "too soon" to preorder what comes out next month, so I'll have to go again next week. But, I saw Samurai 7 used, so I yoinked the first dsic =D Stopped by Allen's, picked up photos, came home and played a round of Life, I went home due to Katie having work.
I came home and finished my Fai Art I had been working on since Thursday. Guh, the coloring is terrible in the scan. It's beautiful in person, I promise. I did this mostly for random_karen cause she's just cool.
Okay, before I start I'm going to warn you this will be depressing. He's not dead... yet, but what I'm about to reveal is kinda of morbid and sad.
Last night we got a phone call about a quater to 1am. I was lying in my bed trying to fall asleep and I realized that that phone call can only be one person, Grandma calling from the hospital.
I didn't find out until this morning that my prediction was correct. The machine that is hooked up to my grandpa's heart was being weird, so my Grandpa had a heart attack and his heart functionality decreased to 20%. Grandma called last night and my parents had acutally left the house and didn't return until 2:30am and they went back to the hospital at 8am. My had called me about all of this while I was getting ready to spend the day with Katie, so I had myself a cry before leaving and I said a prayer for my own comfort and my families and if Grandpa was going to pass on, he would go painlessly.
I didn't get a phone call during the day, so that was good. I came home and my dad told me the situation that came up today. Grandma REALLY doesn't want to hook another machine up to Grandpa, even if it is the only thing keeping him alive right now. Yet, she seems to be the only one that thinks Grandpa will recover and be okay and be able to come home again. The doctors and the rest of the family aren't nearly as optimistic.
Grandma gave us, the grandkids, to stop by and say goodbye to him from today until noon tomorrow. I personally do not want the image of my grandpa in the hospital to be the last thing I remember of him. That... no, I just don't want it to be like that, but I want to talk to him, but he's not concious at all because of all he's hooked up to and pumping into him.
Today, grandma made this desicion today: she wants the whole family to get together tomorrow and just the kids (my aunts and uncles and my parents) come to the hosptial while the grandkids hang around her house basically waiting to see what will happen. With the aunts and uncles: she wants to get grandpa to conciousness so he can respond to his kids. (So I think that would be taking the whatever medicine he's taking to keep him sleeping, off). And then have the doctors slowly one by one turn the machines off. If it becomes a miracle and he can function without the machines then hurray and he can come home, but if not... he'll slip away and we'll lose him.
The chances of the positive result is very slim. I'm to the point that I've accepted he'll leave soon. It just hurts cause I haven't seen him in months. I've been somewhere else when we've had our monthly family dinners and it's just a sad feeling to me. I'll still cry if he dies tomorrow, but I'll be happier because he's not in pain anymore, and he's been suffering for a while. If he lives, I will be so happy and it will be a miracle and my faith would be rejuvinated like 100X fold.
So, I probably won't be getting on tomorrow at all. I'll let you all know what happens on Monday. And thanks for all of your prayers guys, I really do appreciate it.
Okay, I'm gunna list the characters I see you doing and why, and I'll let you chose. Whatever one you chose, I'll be happy cause I'm indecisive.
Naomi - my man-hater, tough chick that doesn't have powers... at first. I see you doing her because... she kinda reminds me of Jenny actually. And I think you could give her some cool attitude posing. Naomi's just fun and cool. (pink hair, blue eyes, fairly tall)
Draciel - Zekiah's girl. She's just cute, and you like my picture I did of her about a year or so ago. Draciel's pretty simple and you'd just make her cute :3 (bushy red-head, brown eyes, beauty mark.)
Zariah - Zekiah's twin sister. Female version of Zek, but a personality like Rales mixed with Mel, and actually has a little crush on Rales X3. She's a bit rebellious when it comes to the Alarian attire. Meaning, she'll wear whatever she dang pleases; short dresses to the knees, shoulders showing and stuff. I see you giving her a really cool outfit, cause your costuming rox (light lavender hair that's a bit darker than Zekiah's and longer as well. ice blue eyes and fairly tall)
Dimitri - Matt the first's second wife. She owns a diner and teaches the man english. Hey, if anyone can tolerate that man she's gotta be cool, right? (long blonde hair, green-eyed)
Too lazy to pull up pictures at the moment. I don't have images of Zariah or Dimitri anyway so... yeah XP
We then went to Borders. They didn't have all my manga I wanted, but they at least had Bleach 14 which made me happy cause I wanted that the most out of the three. BUT I ended up yoinking Chrono Crusade 7 and 8 and no I don't own 1-6 :P I will eventually >_> Our tummys soon were rumbling so we headed acrossed the street to Steak-Out, which proved to be a VERY yummy place to eat. Mmmm steak...
Went to Toys R' Us and Katie bought Life: Pirates of the Caribbean Edition. Went to F.Y.E cause I wanted to acquire if they did preorders. Turns out it's "too soon" to preorder what comes out next month, so I'll have to go again next week. But, I saw Samurai 7 used, so I yoinked the first dsic =D Stopped by Allen's, picked up photos, came home and played a round of Life, I went home due to Katie having work.
I came home and finished my Fai Art I had been working on since Thursday. Guh, the coloring is terrible in the scan. It's beautiful in person, I promise. I did this mostly for random_karen cause she's just cool.
Okay, before I start I'm going to warn you this will be depressing. He's not dead... yet, but what I'm about to reveal is kinda of morbid and sad.
Last night we got a phone call about a quater to 1am. I was lying in my bed trying to fall asleep and I realized that that phone call can only be one person, Grandma calling from the hospital.
I didn't find out until this morning that my prediction was correct. The machine that is hooked up to my grandpa's heart was being weird, so my Grandpa had a heart attack and his heart functionality decreased to 20%. Grandma called last night and my parents had acutally left the house and didn't return until 2:30am and they went back to the hospital at 8am. My had called me about all of this while I was getting ready to spend the day with Katie, so I had myself a cry before leaving and I said a prayer for my own comfort and my families and if Grandpa was going to pass on, he would go painlessly.
I didn't get a phone call during the day, so that was good. I came home and my dad told me the situation that came up today. Grandma REALLY doesn't want to hook another machine up to Grandpa, even if it is the only thing keeping him alive right now. Yet, she seems to be the only one that thinks Grandpa will recover and be okay and be able to come home again. The doctors and the rest of the family aren't nearly as optimistic.
Grandma gave us, the grandkids, to stop by and say goodbye to him from today until noon tomorrow. I personally do not want the image of my grandpa in the hospital to be the last thing I remember of him. That... no, I just don't want it to be like that, but I want to talk to him, but he's not concious at all because of all he's hooked up to and pumping into him.
Today, grandma made this desicion today: she wants the whole family to get together tomorrow and just the kids (my aunts and uncles and my parents) come to the hosptial while the grandkids hang around her house basically waiting to see what will happen. With the aunts and uncles: she wants to get grandpa to conciousness so he can respond to his kids. (So I think that would be taking the whatever medicine he's taking to keep him sleeping, off). And then have the doctors slowly one by one turn the machines off. If it becomes a miracle and he can function without the machines then hurray and he can come home, but if not... he'll slip away and we'll lose him.
The chances of the positive result is very slim. I'm to the point that I've accepted he'll leave soon. It just hurts cause I haven't seen him in months. I've been somewhere else when we've had our monthly family dinners and it's just a sad feeling to me. I'll still cry if he dies tomorrow, but I'll be happier because he's not in pain anymore, and he's been suffering for a while. If he lives, I will be so happy and it will be a miracle and my faith would be rejuvinated like 100X fold.
So, I probably won't be getting on tomorrow at all. I'll let you all know what happens on Monday. And thanks for all of your prayers guys, I really do appreciate it.
Okay, I'm gunna list the characters I see you doing and why, and I'll let you chose. Whatever one you chose, I'll be happy cause I'm indecisive.
Naomi - my man-hater, tough chick that doesn't have powers... at first. I see you doing her because... she kinda reminds me of Jenny actually. And I think you could give her some cool attitude posing. Naomi's just fun and cool. (pink hair, blue eyes, fairly tall)
Draciel - Zekiah's girl. She's just cute, and you like my picture I did of her about a year or so ago. Draciel's pretty simple and you'd just make her cute :3 (bushy red-head, brown eyes, beauty mark.)
Zariah - Zekiah's twin sister. Female version of Zek, but a personality like Rales mixed with Mel, and actually has a little crush on Rales X3. She's a bit rebellious when it comes to the Alarian attire. Meaning, she'll wear whatever she dang pleases; short dresses to the knees, shoulders showing and stuff. I see you giving her a really cool outfit, cause your costuming rox (light lavender hair that's a bit darker than Zekiah's and longer as well. ice blue eyes and fairly tall)
Dimitri - Matt the first's second wife. She owns a diner and teaches the man english. Hey, if anyone can tolerate that man she's gotta be cool, right? (long blonde hair, green-eyed)
Too lazy to pull up pictures at the moment. I don't have images of Zariah or Dimitri anyway so... yeah XP