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Fuck my party.
About 2 people will come. Nikki and Eric. I love you.
EVERY SINGLE YEAR. I dont understand... this is always a "big" week for something to ruin my happiness.
Its not that big of a deal. But you wouldnt know what it feels like when everytime you plan something, it gets trashed because people dont care about you enough to come.
Oh because playoffs are just life, right? Im happy for Grandview. Really am. And I understand the people in band-- they dont have a choice. But you fucking selfish fucks who care more about a fucking GAME than a FRIEND.
Whatever. You dont have friends. You're friends are all a lie. You treat them like shit. You count them on your fingers to feel special. You will never know the feeling of betrayal because YOU are the ones who betray.
I could move it to Saturday, but, you know what? I really don't have that motivation anymore. I dont believe these people really care either. I KNOW they dont.
I was really having a great couple of weeks. It was a shitty month, really really bad month, but I was keeping my head up. You know, because I have some fucking strength. But I really don't care anymore. I give up trying to be a good person. Whats the motivation.
About 2 people will come. Nikki and Eric. I love you.
EVERY SINGLE YEAR. I dont understand... this is always a "big" week for something to ruin my happiness.
Its not that big of a deal. But you wouldnt know what it feels like when everytime you plan something, it gets trashed because people dont care about you enough to come.
Oh because playoffs are just life, right? Im happy for Grandview. Really am. And I understand the people in band-- they dont have a choice. But you fucking selfish fucks who care more about a fucking GAME than a FRIEND.
Whatever. You dont have friends. You're friends are all a lie. You treat them like shit. You count them on your fingers to feel special. You will never know the feeling of betrayal because YOU are the ones who betray.
I could move it to Saturday, but, you know what? I really don't have that motivation anymore. I dont believe these people really care either. I KNOW they dont.
I was really having a great couple of weeks. It was a shitty month, really really bad month, but I was keeping my head up. You know, because I have some fucking strength. But I really don't care anymore. I give up trying to be a good person. Whats the motivation.