Apr 28, 2009 07:37
I realized sometime between 2 and 4 last night that I just didn't have the knowledge base for this paper. I could've written some bullshit without footnotes and without analysis that was really just an extended chronology for myself, but that would've been a less-than-C paper. And I couldn't bring myself to do that. I decided to withdraw, this class is too ridiculous, this subject too broad, my head too narrow.
Got an email just now saying our papers are due Thursday, the teacher's sick. If that's not a sign to write a fucking good paper over the next two days, I don't know what is.
I felt like shit about giving up. Thanks for the second chance, universe.