Life kinda sucks!!!
Well I found a guy but the problem is he got back with his ex girlfriend because she came back to him as soon as she found out he was tlaking to me because me and her used to be friends. Well ya see This guy hangs out with me every fucking day and he like never sees her and oh guess what!?! He is fucking me. Isn't that nice. He is always staying the night at my house and i am always going out with him. I just don't get guys though. I mean ya he says he loves her but if he really loved her then why is he fucking me. He tells me that he likes me so much then why is he still with that girl? I guess i will never find out but i just wish that things could go good for me for once i mean it never fucking fails that i get fucked over by a guy. Oh ya and how about this... That guy Jake i used to fuck all the time well i stopped calling him because i called him one day and was tlaking to him about us and shit and he said that it seemed like i was trying to get into a relationship na di got hurt by that so i stopped calling him well guess who is fucking calling me like everyday now and wanting me to go to his house? Yep Jake. I mean come on now that i don't want him he wants me... why the fuck do things always happen like that. I mean i know that if i stopped likeing the guy i am talking to now that he would probabaly want me even more. Why why why!?! I don't fucking get life. It is all bullshit. I mean come on i am not asking for a lot i am just asking for a fucking guy that nows how to fucking treat a girl and that wants to be with fucking ME! Well i guess i am done letting all that out but wheni have more to say i will make sure to let it all out again. Love the one and only Duckie