burning from the inside

Feb 09, 2005 20:38

my heart hurts... like it's been stabbed but it keeps pumping blood so with each beat there's a striking pang.
piercing pains...
my cough is like hell today... it feels like i can't breathe, most likely because i can't

i'm having those feelings again.. half of me is fighting them off, the other is reaching out and trying desperately to grab them. i can't do it. i have to stop now. god it's hard.

this song is helping though, interestingly enough.

i'm scared of the future.

i'm talking now though.
things are getting better.
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