Feb 09, 2005 20:38
my heart hurts... like it's been stabbed but it keeps pumping blood so with each beat there's a striking pang.
piercing pains...
my cough is like hell today... it feels like i can't breathe, most likely because i can't
i'm having those feelings again.. half of me is fighting them off, the other is reaching out and trying desperately to grab them. i can't do it. i have to stop now. god it's hard.
this song is helping though, interestingly enough.
i'm scared of the future.
i'm talking now though.
things are getting better.