discipline
i'm going to Iceland.
The catch?
NO self-harm whatsoever.
So far, it proves a positive "GO" for launch.
lost 4 pounds since a week ago.
weekend was hell on wheels of 10 grit sandpaper.
sudden excitement has gripped my mind-- the first time in a week... i was dying... it was worse than dying. but apparently thats "not healthy" (Footnote: says Mom, Dad, Dr Adler, Dr Cowles, etc). apparently I need to start hanging out with girls too. now that's just strange. but whatever. oh well. could be worse.
the risperdal is working i think. increased focus, increased energy, increased motivation, increased sense of pride and okay-ness, the ability to become excited about something... it feels so so so weird and i don't know what to think about it to be honest.
The catch?
NO self-harm whatsoever.
So far, it proves a positive "GO" for launch.
lost 4 pounds since a week ago.
weekend was hell on wheels of 10 grit sandpaper.
sudden excitement has gripped my mind-- the first time in a week... i was dying... it was worse than dying. but apparently thats "not healthy" (Footnote: says Mom, Dad, Dr Adler, Dr Cowles, etc). apparently I need to start hanging out with girls too. now that's just strange. but whatever. oh well. could be worse.
the risperdal is working i think. increased focus, increased energy, increased motivation, increased sense of pride and okay-ness, the ability to become excited about something... it feels so so so weird and i don't know what to think about it to be honest.