my future present for you is the past.

[sharpiefire]

carve out my entrails
consume all my parts
chewing relentlessly just on my hearts
(you've broken its strings already.)

no longer do i sense the aching shots within my soul
for i've been swept away from here
and back into my hole
it's where i belong
it's where i feel welcome
yet here's where i've done wrong
(it's here i've attempted so many times to narrowly escape from.)

banish me please
i'm begging of you
get me away from here
or i'll go away...
(i see the things you're doing to them.)

i can't rescue them all
so why did i try?
i've set us all up to fall
(why did i think we'd be able to fly?)

i've made it!
i've made it.
i've made it...

to my own personalized self-constructed hell