Jan 14, 2005 03:59
So...right now, despite the fact that it's like 4 in the AM, I am really alone. I don't feel alone, but I am. Idk.
Is it bad when your normal state of happiness is being alone?
I'm not being all emo about this, it's just how I am now. I'm so used to being by myself and not understood or accepted that I actually take comfort in my relative solitude. Being with people is hard, not just because most of them are annoying, but because I'm not used to having to interact with things that can't communicate with me. I think I might be starting down my own path of asceticism. We'll see.