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Deletion of JournalThrough the course of 9 or so months, I have had this cute little journal. For those who are "veterans" of my friends list, you know this is the 3rd journal I have gone through. I go through spells and have been a member of livejournal almost 4 or so years now. redsummersun [long been purged and currently used by some british

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I didn't know that was possible...

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I don't know things got really insane, like I don't know what the hell has been going on with me, like as for friends I have nothing to show for them really, they're few and far between. And there were times when I just completely forgot and it was rude, but I eventually remembered and felt horrible for not even attempting to call. And I don't think I could forget about you, it's an impossible task really, not that I've actually ever tried...And I must appologize once again for that, part of the shittier things I've done in my past I must confess.

Honestly I was quite surprised to see you at the show, but it was a pleasant surprise at that. And I can't just say I got my nipples pierced without proving it haha. I just hope it wasn't out of line, but I'm glad you both found it amusing ;) I have pink balls, haha (I'm going through a pink phase in my life right now, it's kind of crazy...)

And where I went wrong...Knowing you has helped me mature in certain aspects of my life, especially how I react to situations because I know we've had some times between ourselves, but I feel at least on my part they could've been handled so much better. And I realized that I treat people like crap a lot of the time, and it sucks and I don't like that. I dunno it's difficult to explain but you opened my eyes to a lot of things that's for certain.

<3 Jessica