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Deletion of JournalThrough the course of 9 or so months, I have had this cute little journal. For those who are "veterans" of my friends list, you know this is the 3rd journal I have gone through. I go through spells and have been a member of livejournal almost 4 or so years now. redsummersun [long been purged and currently used by some british

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Wow, Jibie.

I think that is the most influential and important thing you have ever said to me in the years that I have known you.

I was wondering how you were doing the past few months, but you always were busy with all your other friends, and there was that one time I called your cell. You had just gotten off of work and were going through a drive-thru to get a milkshake, and said you would call me back tomorrow and you never did. Then there was the time I thought we were gonna hang out that Sunday, but then something happened with your other friends, then church, then driving your aunt's car or something.. and you never got back to me. I just thought you forgot about me.

Btw, it was awesome seeing you at the concert, and Mason got a kick out of seeing your titties when you flashed us, letting us know you really did follow through when you said you got them pierced. They look good! haha..

I'm not sure how I realized where you went wrong exactly. Could you please elaborate as to how I did something positive in your life? I really don't feel like I made a difference to anyone.

<3 allyboo

I didn't know that was possible...

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I don't know things got really insane, like I don't know what the hell has been going on with me, like as for friends I have nothing to show for them really, they're few and far between. And there were times when I just completely forgot and it was rude, but I eventually remembered and felt horrible for not even attempting to call. And I don't think I could forget about you, it's an impossible task really, not that I've actually ever tried...And I must appologize once again for that, part of the shittier things I've done in my past I must confess.

Honestly I was quite surprised to see you at the show, but it was a pleasant surprise at that. And I can't just say I got my nipples pierced without proving it haha. I just hope it wasn't out of line, but I'm glad you both found it amusing ;) I have pink balls, haha (I'm going through a pink phase in my life right now, it's kind of crazy...)

And where I went wrong...Knowing you has helped me mature in certain aspects of my life, especially how I react to situations because I know we've had some times between ourselves, but I feel at least on my part they could've been handled so much better. And I realized that I treat people like crap a lot of the time, and it sucks and I don't like that. I dunno it's difficult to explain but you opened my eyes to a lot of things that's for certain.

<3 Jessica