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HEllo again
So... ive been in the army for two weeks now.
ugh... where to start.
At first it was exhausting. I wasnt ready at all and I was completly shocked.
WIthin a few days I started getting the hang of it and at one point I rememebrred why I was here in the first place.
My zionism takes me away sometimes.
I believe in this place so much its pretty insane.
I also love it here... I'm glad im doing this even though Its been proven to be very hard!
I never though that me, as a person would be able to handle it. and Ive been dealing with everything so differently.
FOr example: I've been letting people do all the leading work. Not that I have become a follower I'v simply been giving people room to do there thing since I know that taht exactly is what my job is all about. I havent been dealing with self issues ever since I got tehre which is pretty surprising.
I've simply been taking it all in slowly and letting things be the way they come out.
I'm exhausted. WE get 6 hours of sleep a night, we dont drink coffee, we run around and study all day and thats my sched. every day.
Its hard to be far away from my garin... and Being in the kibbutz after two weeks is soo exciting.
TOnight is pub night and ... im gonna get sooo drunk!
yey!
peace out...................................
sharoni.
So... ive been in the army for two weeks now.
ugh... where to start.
At first it was exhausting. I wasnt ready at all and I was completly shocked.
WIthin a few days I started getting the hang of it and at one point I rememebrred why I was here in the first place.
My zionism takes me away sometimes.
I believe in this place so much its pretty insane.
I also love it here... I'm glad im doing this even though Its been proven to be very hard!
I never though that me, as a person would be able to handle it. and Ive been dealing with everything so differently.
FOr example: I've been letting people do all the leading work. Not that I have become a follower I'v simply been giving people room to do there thing since I know that taht exactly is what my job is all about. I havent been dealing with self issues ever since I got tehre which is pretty surprising.
I've simply been taking it all in slowly and letting things be the way they come out.
I'm exhausted. WE get 6 hours of sleep a night, we dont drink coffee, we run around and study all day and thats my sched. every day.
Its hard to be far away from my garin... and Being in the kibbutz after two weeks is soo exciting.
TOnight is pub night and ... im gonna get sooo drunk!
yey!
peace out...................................
sharoni.