SOME NEWS
Hello people.
SO I'm going in to the army nov. 9th...
can we say INSANITY?
im realy nervous and scared and excited all at once.
I wanna take this opportunity to say that I do miss many things.
so much has changed so quickly...
and I feel like somewhere along the lines I lost alot of my self.
its not a bad thing. I'm just concentrating on so much that there hasnt been much time to think.
Or maybe its just the age. Maybe im done searching for answeres of deep questions that are bound to get me absolutly no where.
NEver the less, I find my self every once in awhile thinking... where did all of that go?
So I guess I'm wondering where you guys are?
where has life taken you in the past few months?
how is it different?
like, I noticed the other day that I miss that feeling after school is over, when I walk in to the parking lot and I have a list of things that happened, list of things people said, things I learned, teachers that got on my nerve, home work... but the day is over, and its all running through my head one last time before I move on with the day...
I guess a type of satisfaction.
I dont have that here. Or at least not yet.
Every day is the same in the kibbutz. I'v been working hard but when I go to sleep and the day is over, I get in bed... and it just ends. Nothing special, nothing exciting.
But im going in to the army in about a week... and maybe that feeling will come back to me. New things every day, new people, new things o learn more places to see.... who knows?
so...
yeah, i guess I'm wondering what up with everyone else?
write k?
lovies............
SO I'm going in to the army nov. 9th...
can we say INSANITY?
im realy nervous and scared and excited all at once.
I wanna take this opportunity to say that I do miss many things.
so much has changed so quickly...
and I feel like somewhere along the lines I lost alot of my self.
its not a bad thing. I'm just concentrating on so much that there hasnt been much time to think.
Or maybe its just the age. Maybe im done searching for answeres of deep questions that are bound to get me absolutly no where.
NEver the less, I find my self every once in awhile thinking... where did all of that go?
So I guess I'm wondering where you guys are?
where has life taken you in the past few months?
how is it different?
like, I noticed the other day that I miss that feeling after school is over, when I walk in to the parking lot and I have a list of things that happened, list of things people said, things I learned, teachers that got on my nerve, home work... but the day is over, and its all running through my head one last time before I move on with the day...
I guess a type of satisfaction.
I dont have that here. Or at least not yet.
Every day is the same in the kibbutz. I'v been working hard but when I go to sleep and the day is over, I get in bed... and it just ends. Nothing special, nothing exciting.
But im going in to the army in about a week... and maybe that feeling will come back to me. New things every day, new people, new things o learn more places to see.... who knows?
so...
yeah, i guess I'm wondering what up with everyone else?
write k?
lovies............