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i've been working 6 days a week.
this company has been good to me, though..
we just had our annual (but new to me..) holiday safety and appreciation breakfast at the shop.
food was good and we didn't have to actually work until like 8:30 or some such nonsense...
plus i walked away with door prizes! a $50 gift card to fred meyer's and a skil jigsaw!
let's hear it for free stuff, eh?
yeah, but so that 6 days a week business...
it's starting to bring me down a bit. i'm doing my best to keep my head up and think of the money.
i've been taking st. john's wort as a little helping hand and it seems to do the trick most days.
in better news, the truck was abandoned by it's thieves and the city ended up towing it so i have it back
for the bargain price of $147. thanks a lot, assholes...
but...
I HAVE MY TRUCK BACK!!!
this is a very VERY good thing.
also, relationships are very hard. compromise isn't easy.
but love is so fucking worth it.
i love lily more every day regardless of whatever bullshit we encounter as a couple.
i see my future in her eyes.
therapy has been good for me whether i like it or not
but i'm not finding the time or energy to journal like i should. the paper journal, not the live one.
i recently celebrated my 2 year anniversary of quitting cigarettes and cocaine. woo! go me!
this is my life in the last few months.
boring mostly, a little sad, but pretty good.
i am happy to be alive and happy to be here, with the kitties and my wife and our house.
no matter what else goes on, life is good.
yes.
oh, and i miss everyone.
that means you!
this company has been good to me, though..
we just had our annual (but new to me..) holiday safety and appreciation breakfast at the shop.
food was good and we didn't have to actually work until like 8:30 or some such nonsense...
plus i walked away with door prizes! a $50 gift card to fred meyer's and a skil jigsaw!
let's hear it for free stuff, eh?
yeah, but so that 6 days a week business...
it's starting to bring me down a bit. i'm doing my best to keep my head up and think of the money.
i've been taking st. john's wort as a little helping hand and it seems to do the trick most days.
in better news, the truck was abandoned by it's thieves and the city ended up towing it so i have it back
for the bargain price of $147. thanks a lot, assholes...
but...
I HAVE MY TRUCK BACK!!!
this is a very VERY good thing.
also, relationships are very hard. compromise isn't easy.
but love is so fucking worth it.
i love lily more every day regardless of whatever bullshit we encounter as a couple.
i see my future in her eyes.
therapy has been good for me whether i like it or not
but i'm not finding the time or energy to journal like i should. the paper journal, not the live one.
i recently celebrated my 2 year anniversary of quitting cigarettes and cocaine. woo! go me!
this is my life in the last few months.
boring mostly, a little sad, but pretty good.
i am happy to be alive and happy to be here, with the kitties and my wife and our house.
no matter what else goes on, life is good.
yes.
oh, and i miss everyone.
that means you!