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it has taken me my life until this point to be okay with the fact that i have come to enjoy country music.
she has gotten me to be a fan of the dixie chicks who i once had removed from the jukebox at a bar i worked at.
aside from country music, there have been such enormous changes in my life in the last 2 years.
i left a job and my entire friend network in provincetown, massachussets after 6 years and moved home.
stayed with my parents for a little longer than was good for my sanity. (5 months)
posted ridiculous things about myself online in the vain hopes that i might find love (or something...)
met a very pretty girl on june 18th (!!!!) and in about a month and a half i was across the county
with my truck and a few things because i had a hunch things with her were the real deal.
left those friends in ptown, left family, now 3K miles from everying i have ever known.
scared, working on a relationship that entails boundaries i've never encountered before
and we have our ups and downs and i stay with it because i have this unshakeable faith...
she makes me see things about myself i've never seen or thought about and some big big things
come to my attention and force me to do a lot of work on myself and kind of grow up a little...
i end up taking a class to get the fuck out of the service industry and move into a construction trade.
(my mother is thrilled because i joined the union and i now have kick ass health insurance.)
she finally says to me that she is in love with me and that the song Easy Silence by the dixie chicks
makes her think of me.
whew.
she has gotten me to be a fan of the dixie chicks who i once had removed from the jukebox at a bar i worked at.
aside from country music, there have been such enormous changes in my life in the last 2 years.
i left a job and my entire friend network in provincetown, massachussets after 6 years and moved home.
stayed with my parents for a little longer than was good for my sanity. (5 months)
posted ridiculous things about myself online in the vain hopes that i might find love (or something...)
met a very pretty girl on june 18th (!!!!) and in about a month and a half i was across the county
with my truck and a few things because i had a hunch things with her were the real deal.
left those friends in ptown, left family, now 3K miles from everying i have ever known.
scared, working on a relationship that entails boundaries i've never encountered before
and we have our ups and downs and i stay with it because i have this unshakeable faith...
she makes me see things about myself i've never seen or thought about and some big big things
come to my attention and force me to do a lot of work on myself and kind of grow up a little...
i end up taking a class to get the fuck out of the service industry and move into a construction trade.
(my mother is thrilled because i joined the union and i now have kick ass health insurance.)
she finally says to me that she is in love with me and that the song Easy Silence by the dixie chicks
makes her think of me.
whew.