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soooo i don't post cuz i don't have the internet *duh* but we might get it soon *yay*
my bro is here, fun fun fun.
Tj's bday was this week, fun fun fun.
all this fun being had is partially surface-level fun b/c my good friend Russ died sunday night. it's wrong. it's SO freaking wrong that he died. they still don't know how he died, although he had been complaining about head aches for 2 week. i'm secretly hoping it was a freak brain anurism or something...and he didn't (God forbid) do himself in, which would be totally out of left field (although you never know what's going thru someone's head). we had JUST seen him a little over a month ago. it's just aweful. he was completely healthy, SO fun to be around. it just doesn't make sense, i can barely wrap my head around it. we loved him (and secretly hoped he'd end up w/Christy :) funeral tomorrow, have to push back Caleb's baby dedication till the spring, but it's okay.
DTF tonight, haven't been out in a very long time. hope it's fun, but somehow any time i get to go out i end up not having as much fun as i should have b/c i'm worrying about Caleb, getting home in time, or being the DD (which is fine once in a while, but i know Tj's gonna want to have fun, since it was his birthday, but my brother's here TOO). i hope Erin comes up to hang out too.
laundry...