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So today was a strange and wonderful day. It started with a coffee stop at a place I normally don't go. My first boyfriend was working. wtf? The conversation proceeds...
me: "So you a rockstar yet?"
boy: "I have a show tonight"
me: "I'm going to be a doctor"
boy: "Have free coffee"
and that's the truth. I wonder if he still has my old blanket he took from my house when I was going to DC for a week. I want that back. It's my oldest possession if it still exists.
Went by school. Didn't go to class and barely got anything done. Ran into exboyfriend 2. Some russian kid I was dating last summer that's studying to be a neurosurgeon. Boring conversation filled with loits of laughter. My taste in men is so whack. Left school with Jyn. We wandered around a thrift store trying on all sorts of crazy stuff like vests and evening gowns. Quick stop for samosas and authentic root beer at the Farmer's Market. It's such a wonderful place. The smell is slightly sweet and fishy at the same time. Totally one of a kind. We looked at weird animal products people eat. Cow's brains, sheep's heart, etc... and talked about having a cooking party. I really liked hanging with Jyn. It's good to be around females. I'll have to do it more often. My evening was ok. Spent some time with Jordan, Quinn, and Kellen. Quinn and I left for serious talking. It went well I guess atleast for the better portion of it.
Is it wierd for anyone else to say things in passing that actually have more truth than you thought?
Anyways here's a survey I stole from agraphia. You should all take it so I know about you.
FIRSTS
First job: Last Chance Thrift Store
First screen name: I don't remember. It was something on some art boards back in the day where they had different phone numbers and the internet was pretty much ruled by gopher
First self purchased CD: Probably something from a show somewhere back in the day.
First funeral: My Uncle Jimmy age 7ish
First piercing/tattoo: Piercing - Ears age 5 or so. I'd never keep em in though. First tattoo was sternum age 17 if you don't count the one on my hand I did with a safetypin at age 14.
First credit card: Discover
First true love: Nathan
First enemy: I don't have enemies
LASTS
Last car ride: Drive home from dropping Quinn of at his car.
Last kiss: Jai being drunk in my car last Monday night
Last library book checked out: I can't remember
Last movie seen: Legally Blonde
Last beverage drank: coffee
Last food consumed: pizza
Last phone call: Brian misdialing
Last CD played: some 100+ indie mp3 disc for the car
Last annoyance: right now - my headache
Last time scolded: Kathy (stepmom) almost a week ago
Last shirt worn: I'm in a lilac tank under a shredded cream colored sweater
Last website visited: gmail
I AM: not as judmental as people think I am
I WANT: too much
I HAVE: too many material goods
I WISH: wishes came true
I HATE: feeling anything
I FEAR: being alone my whole life
I HEAR: aim beeping over jets to brazil
I SEARCH: people for what's beneath the surface
I WONDER: all the time about EVERYTHING
I REGRET: alot...alot...
I LOVE: rarely or compulsively depending on the weather
I ALWAYS: smoke
I AM NOT: content
I DANCE: in secret and often
I SING: in the car
I CRY: and freak out
I AM NOT ALWAYS: engaged in reality
I WIN: I know!
I LOSE: my keys only when running late to get to work
I CONFUSE: the words masochism and sadism
I NEED: to be called out on my shit more often than I am
I WOULD: not have it any other way
I SHOULD: clean my room
YES or NO
You keep a Diary: Several
You like to cook: nope
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: lots of em
You have goals for the future: too many
DO YOU...?
Have a Crush: always?
Want to get Married: sometimes
Want to have kids: I want a son.
Believe in love at first sight: Only cause it's happened to me
Believe in God: god no
Believe that there is a reason for everything: no
PREFERENCES
Cuddle or Make Out: Make out
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Hot chocolate
Milk, Dark or White Chocolate: dark
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
Cried? Quinn made me cry earlier
Helped Someone? Not that I know of
Bought Something? Yes
Gotten Sick? I have a headache does that count?
Gone to the movies? No
Said 'i love you'?: Yes
Heard 'i love you'?: No
Written a Real Letter: No
Talked to your Ex?: Yep. 2 of them. will post on this
Missed an Ex?: Yes
Written in a Journal?: Yes
Had a serious talk?: Yes
Missed Someone?: Yes
Hugged Someone?: Yes
Had sex with someone?:No
Fought with your parents?: No
Fought with a friend?: No
me: "So you a rockstar yet?"
boy: "I have a show tonight"
me: "I'm going to be a doctor"
boy: "Have free coffee"
and that's the truth. I wonder if he still has my old blanket he took from my house when I was going to DC for a week. I want that back. It's my oldest possession if it still exists.
Went by school. Didn't go to class and barely got anything done. Ran into exboyfriend 2. Some russian kid I was dating last summer that's studying to be a neurosurgeon. Boring conversation filled with loits of laughter. My taste in men is so whack. Left school with Jyn. We wandered around a thrift store trying on all sorts of crazy stuff like vests and evening gowns. Quick stop for samosas and authentic root beer at the Farmer's Market. It's such a wonderful place. The smell is slightly sweet and fishy at the same time. Totally one of a kind. We looked at weird animal products people eat. Cow's brains, sheep's heart, etc... and talked about having a cooking party. I really liked hanging with Jyn. It's good to be around females. I'll have to do it more often. My evening was ok. Spent some time with Jordan, Quinn, and Kellen. Quinn and I left for serious talking. It went well I guess atleast for the better portion of it.
Is it wierd for anyone else to say things in passing that actually have more truth than you thought?
Anyways here's a survey I stole from agraphia. You should all take it so I know about you.
FIRSTS
First job: Last Chance Thrift Store
First screen name: I don't remember. It was something on some art boards back in the day where they had different phone numbers and the internet was pretty much ruled by gopher
First self purchased CD: Probably something from a show somewhere back in the day.
First funeral: My Uncle Jimmy age 7ish
First piercing/tattoo: Piercing - Ears age 5 or so. I'd never keep em in though. First tattoo was sternum age 17 if you don't count the one on my hand I did with a safetypin at age 14.
First credit card: Discover
First true love: Nathan
First enemy: I don't have enemies
LASTS
Last car ride: Drive home from dropping Quinn of at his car.
Last kiss: Jai being drunk in my car last Monday night
Last library book checked out: I can't remember
Last movie seen: Legally Blonde
Last beverage drank: coffee
Last food consumed: pizza
Last phone call: Brian misdialing
Last CD played: some 100+ indie mp3 disc for the car
Last annoyance: right now - my headache
Last time scolded: Kathy (stepmom) almost a week ago
Last shirt worn: I'm in a lilac tank under a shredded cream colored sweater
Last website visited: gmail
I AM: not as judmental as people think I am
I WANT: too much
I HAVE: too many material goods
I WISH: wishes came true
I HATE: feeling anything
I FEAR: being alone my whole life
I HEAR: aim beeping over jets to brazil
I SEARCH: people for what's beneath the surface
I WONDER: all the time about EVERYTHING
I REGRET: alot...alot...
I LOVE: rarely or compulsively depending on the weather
I ALWAYS: smoke
I AM NOT: content
I DANCE: in secret and often
I SING: in the car
I CRY: and freak out
I AM NOT ALWAYS: engaged in reality
I WIN: I know!
I LOSE: my keys only when running late to get to work
I CONFUSE: the words masochism and sadism
I NEED: to be called out on my shit more often than I am
I WOULD: not have it any other way
I SHOULD: clean my room
YES or NO
You keep a Diary: Several
You like to cook: nope
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: lots of em
You have goals for the future: too many
DO YOU...?
Have a Crush: always?
Want to get Married: sometimes
Want to have kids: I want a son.
Believe in love at first sight: Only cause it's happened to me
Believe in God: god no
Believe that there is a reason for everything: no
PREFERENCES
Cuddle or Make Out: Make out
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Hot chocolate
Milk, Dark or White Chocolate: dark
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
Cried? Quinn made me cry earlier
Helped Someone? Not that I know of
Bought Something? Yes
Gotten Sick? I have a headache does that count?
Gone to the movies? No
Said 'i love you'?: Yes
Heard 'i love you'?: No
Written a Real Letter: No
Talked to your Ex?: Yep. 2 of them. will post on this
Missed an Ex?: Yes
Written in a Journal?: Yes
Had a serious talk?: Yes
Missed Someone?: Yes
Hugged Someone?: Yes
Had sex with someone?:No
Fought with your parents?: No
Fought with a friend?: No