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Wanting nothing more than to express myself fully in public forum.
There's so much rage at what life is. It's introverted because life is my creation. So I'm just going to have to make some changes there. I feel violent. I feel reckless. Reckless to the point I let myself get reckless. Reckless with calculated control. Just to the point... (It makes me miss James because he was always creating that.)
And the whole world seems to dissapear over the next hill and only if we could drive faster and only if the music was louder...
It will never be enough. You will never be enough.
Yes. You.
This is bullshit. I'm going to drown myself in work. I'm going to drown in silence. I'm going to go so far inside that everything is going to fall apart and then I'm just going to laugh.
There's so much rage at what life is. It's introverted because life is my creation. So I'm just going to have to make some changes there. I feel violent. I feel reckless. Reckless to the point I let myself get reckless. Reckless with calculated control. Just to the point... (It makes me miss James because he was always creating that.)
And the whole world seems to dissapear over the next hill and only if we could drive faster and only if the music was louder...
It will never be enough. You will never be enough.
Yes. You.
This is bullshit. I'm going to drown myself in work. I'm going to drown in silence. I'm going to go so far inside that everything is going to fall apart and then I'm just going to laugh.