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yesterday....argh
kayla called me up from FL. havent talked to her for months.
took a nap.
yelled a bit.
cried some.
bounced a check.
got drunk.
got high.
passed out.
now im at my parents. got done running around like a 'tard finding eggs with money in it. but itll be gas and smokes, and maybe cover that check that we bounced.
i wish to god things get better.
i want you to forgive me. but im to scared to ask.
thank god for grandmas and the things they will do for you.
i love my nanny sooo...
maybe today is the day im gonna start facing life.
you were right...i run away and hide to much. i just need to open my eyes...maybe a staple gun would help.
i love you so much i get teary eyed even looking at you. not cuz im sad but cuz every emotion i have runs through me when your near.
thats all for now
xoxo
kayla called me up from FL. havent talked to her for months.
took a nap.
yelled a bit.
cried some.
bounced a check.
got drunk.
got high.
passed out.
now im at my parents. got done running around like a 'tard finding eggs with money in it. but itll be gas and smokes, and maybe cover that check that we bounced.
i wish to god things get better.
i want you to forgive me. but im to scared to ask.
thank god for grandmas and the things they will do for you.
i love my nanny sooo...
maybe today is the day im gonna start facing life.
you were right...i run away and hide to much. i just need to open my eyes...maybe a staple gun would help.
i love you so much i get teary eyed even looking at you. not cuz im sad but cuz every emotion i have runs through me when your near.
thats all for now
xoxo