Apr 08, 2004 18:16
i hate comming home.
i need to get the mail changed asap.
im almost thinking "fuck easter"
only reason id feel bad if i wasnt with the fam is cuz of my sister.
im kind of close to telling my dad to fuck off. he doesnt know anything about my life cuz he never bothers to ask. he just assumes and yells about it. i dont need his shit.
im getting so fed up with everyones shit. like ive been learning..find what upsets you and get rid of it. and anymore thats everything in my life that i know.
if i dropped it all, then who would i be?
but i guess i dont even know who i am now, so whats the difference.
were only tryin one last time...then what?
where will we be?
i cry thinking about it.
to much for my brain to comprehend anymore.
and fuck the car payment. PLEASE repo it.
and thank you Josh for paying the rent.
i dont know what i wouldve done.