Tangents
I was reading through my friends page last night and Alyssa asked me who all the people I have listed were. I explained I was looking at entries from the "Co-workers suck" community and had no idea who anyone there was. Frankly, I only have that on my page still because I'm too lazy to delete it. She asked me what the few friends I have that aren't from different communities are up to. I told her I had no idea since I hadn't been on in awhile and read my journal. Then I found out--someone on my friends list who I've never met in person (but someone who a good friend of mine knows very well) killed herself last week.
It's just weird for me. I didn't know her online very well and as I said I hadn't met her in person, but still...it's just weird. I've known a couple of people who committed suicide and I always wonder what it was about them that made them give in. I have had some really awful, rough times in my life and I know I've flirted with the idea, but I'm still here. I even managed to become happy most of the time. How did I manage that?
Anyway, Alyssa's upstairs studying and I'm eating cashews and watching CSI reruns. I had a really long day at work, which means that I have a nice, short day coming up. I need to clean, but today I am just too tired. I've been tired a lot--a down to the bones fatigue. I'm hoping that better weather and exercise will help.
Work Out is on! I've been waiting for this new season all year and then I missed the first episode. I'm so glad it's back on.
It's just weird for me. I didn't know her online very well and as I said I hadn't met her in person, but still...it's just weird. I've known a couple of people who committed suicide and I always wonder what it was about them that made them give in. I have had some really awful, rough times in my life and I know I've flirted with the idea, but I'm still here. I even managed to become happy most of the time. How did I manage that?
Anyway, Alyssa's upstairs studying and I'm eating cashews and watching CSI reruns. I had a really long day at work, which means that I have a nice, short day coming up. I need to clean, but today I am just too tired. I've been tired a lot--a down to the bones fatigue. I'm hoping that better weather and exercise will help.
Work Out is on! I've been waiting for this new season all year and then I missed the first episode. I'm so glad it's back on.