my chest hurts :(
I was so going to walk out of work tonight. F________ was pissing the shit out of me just bossing me around and shit. Drives me insane coz she talks to me in such a condescending voice. Drives me in fucking sane.
Still haven't spoken to Gabe......
My thumb is really hurting and I don'tknow why.
ummmmmm intresting things......wlel I had a thyroid test done, which pretty much is seeing if the gland in my throat is fucked coz that might be making my heart funny, or else my nerves are just being stupid or I have a leaky valve, or like a bazzillion other reasons but they're the three they're starting with.
I was reading Nicky's journal today and god Matt pisses me off sometimes, he acts like he knows so freaking much about love and shit. He's always such a bitch to me about my discusions and is so dead set on changing me. I hate it. He craps on about how much he cares about me and then he gives me shit and says he can't stand me the way I am. I wish he'd make up his fucking mind.
My chest is really hurting and I'm buggered so I'm going to go to bed.
love much
sian
xoxoxo
Still haven't spoken to Gabe......
My thumb is really hurting and I don'tknow why.
ummmmmm intresting things......wlel I had a thyroid test done, which pretty much is seeing if the gland in my throat is fucked coz that might be making my heart funny, or else my nerves are just being stupid or I have a leaky valve, or like a bazzillion other reasons but they're the three they're starting with.
I was reading Nicky's journal today and god Matt pisses me off sometimes, he acts like he knows so freaking much about love and shit. He's always such a bitch to me about my discusions and is so dead set on changing me. I hate it. He craps on about how much he cares about me and then he gives me shit and says he can't stand me the way I am. I wish he'd make up his fucking mind.
My chest is really hurting and I'm buggered so I'm going to go to bed.
love much
sian
xoxoxo