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So I thought I would always be into hardcore.
Yeah that was a stupid idea. I'm honestly not anymore
and I don't even care what's going on in that scene.
I still occasionally listen to some of the stuff I have
but I just don't even care about any of it. If I never go
to a hc show again, oh well.
I guess I'm just growing up.
Give me the French Kicks any day.
Whatever.
I don't have a lot of friends, practically none.
I have one best friend and that's really all the people in my life.
And she's all I really need in my life.
I love her.
I don't do a lot of fun things anymore.
I feel as if I'm an old indie man or something.
And I kind of like it.
I kind of love being alone.
And I still don't know who I am.
There are so many parts of myself that are so unmade up still.
I just don't get.
I'm always questioning myself.
I feel like I can keep up this pretentious act
because I don't need anyone but then again
I'm not sure.