Argh.
I'm so tired of this year.
I just don't know if I can stay "positive" any longer. I felt like I was about to have an anxiety attack last night when I started thinking about all the shit that I'm going through right now. Everything is so crazy and it seems like it's never going to get better. I know eventually it will, but how long???
It makes me sick thinking about it. Everything.
Anyways, I ran into some old friends earlier tonight. I miss alot of them. Edson is back! It was nice seeing him.
x I ate too much tonight.
x I don't know what to think any more.
x I'm broke broke broke.
x I don't want my sisters to go through this anymore.
Ok, goodnight.
I just don't know if I can stay "positive" any longer. I felt like I was about to have an anxiety attack last night when I started thinking about all the shit that I'm going through right now. Everything is so crazy and it seems like it's never going to get better. I know eventually it will, but how long???
It makes me sick thinking about it. Everything.
Anyways, I ran into some old friends earlier tonight. I miss alot of them. Edson is back! It was nice seeing him.
x I ate too much tonight.
x I don't know what to think any more.
x I'm broke broke broke.
x I don't want my sisters to go through this anymore.
Ok, goodnight.