I'm far too tired to fall asleep...

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It's such an odd feelings, this peace.  Easy, uncomplicated.  Serene.  I'm not worried, I don't constantly doubt.  It's just simple.  And illuminating.  Where was this feeling before?  Why has it been gone so long?  I suppose the hows and whys don't matter much, as it's already upon me.  But it is telling.  I am happy here.

Perhaps I've been fighting to get to this place for a while.  And have only recently been able to reach it.

Maybe this is the chance I've been waiting for?