Apr 14, 2007 02:29
I wish I could tell you, in plain english, how I feel about you.
I wish I didn't have to complicate everything.
I wish I'd do more of the spontaneous things that I think of.
I wish that you and I were still friends.
I wish we were still okay.
I wish I had a car that wanted to work.
I wish I lived somewhere else.
I wish that, when I think about doing or saying something to you, I'd just DO/SAY it, and suffer whatever consequences arise.
I wish I were braver.
I wish I had the spine to face my own demons.
I wish I understood why we seem to work so well.
I wish I understood us at all.
I wish I didn't require an explanation as to why we work.
I wish I weren't still looking for trouble.
I wish you were here, to hug me, and tell me to stop being stupid.
I wish I would stop being ridiculous.
I wish growing up were as fun as I thought it would be when I was 5 years old.
I wish things could be simple.