Yearly Depression Bout

Sep 06, 2009 23:16

It's come late this year. I'm surprised it's come at all. I'm not really miserable, except for the fact that I didn't get the Woods Hole job. But I have another shot for it in January so I shouldn't need to feel so upset about it.

First I'm having trouble with my head. I'm not sure what I want to do about my living situation. I love my landlord, the place I'm in, and the people I'm around. I don't really know what I want to do with jobs and where to live.

Second, boy trouble. I love Dave, but I seem to have slight crushes on 3 guys. "B" I know just wants to get in my pants, but I've liked him for a few years and would like to get to know him better. "D" shouldn't even be flirting with me, but he and I had a fling a while back and it was pretty nice. "J" I have recently developed a crush on, but haven't talked to him yet really. We knew each other a long time ago, and I'm not sure if he likes me or just wants to get in my pants. I wish I could talk to him more to maybe figure it out.

But on a different note, I'm wondering about my hair. So..Poll!
Should I:
Trim my bangs and leave the back alone?
Cut my hair?
Trim my hair?
Get a different hair style?

Opinions and suggestions welcome and needed please!
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