Nov 28, 2004 16:54
Well I decided that I'm not going to worry about Adam anymore. If he wants to be together, well thats great, and if he doesn't well then I just realized how stupid he is and what a mistake he is making. Together we were as close to perfect as can be. But no, someone has to go fuck up our relationship. We had plans, plans to vacation together, plans to live together, and be with each other for longer than what we did. But ya know its time to move on. So if anybody can tell Adam this I would appreciate it: I will always be there for you, waiting patiently, for whatever your needs. I loved you, but you didn't believe me. So all I can say is that I am blessed to have had you in my life. Even though I didn't have you for long, it was amazing and beautiful.
Its time for me to move on and try my hardest to not think about how Adam isn't mine, but what Adam meant to me in my life and how he changed it for the best. Well there's someone else out there that will make my life brighter. :) And I can't wait for him to come! But to that next guy all I have to say is this: Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed. :)
~Andrea