365 days... more or less
Bittersweet Anniversary.
Bitter: We are over 450 miles apart.
Sweet: We are still infatuated.
I am happy to still be with him, but I am sad because I can't ACTUALLY be with him... stupid circumstances and whatnot.
I feel as though I NEED this weekend. The past few weeks have been a mixed bag... filled with a lot of (negative) curve balls direct from the cosmos.
Turns out, I can't be a double major. The linguistics department has no idea when they'll be offering the classes I need. Apparently it's one of the most difficult things for a transfer to major in. I really wish UCR had let me know that when I applied.
Also, my paper on Ovid might be crap. My teacher more or less told me she doesn't think I can do it on time. The worst part is that I agree. I have mentally and emotionally given up on it. I'm so disheartened by school right now that I don't want to do anything. I just want to relax and sleep. I don't want to go to summer school, but I'm signed up for Spanish. I might drop it and take it in the fall since it my schedule opened up... a lot.
There are auditions next week. It's a comedy. I know I'm going to audition, but I just feel so under at the moment.
"I just need a good sleep
a good fuck
a good love
I just need some time alone
so I can stop feeling so lonely"
-unknown
Bitter: We are over 450 miles apart.
Sweet: We are still infatuated.
I am happy to still be with him, but I am sad because I can't ACTUALLY be with him... stupid circumstances and whatnot.
I feel as though I NEED this weekend. The past few weeks have been a mixed bag... filled with a lot of (negative) curve balls direct from the cosmos.
Turns out, I can't be a double major. The linguistics department has no idea when they'll be offering the classes I need. Apparently it's one of the most difficult things for a transfer to major in. I really wish UCR had let me know that when I applied.
Also, my paper on Ovid might be crap. My teacher more or less told me she doesn't think I can do it on time. The worst part is that I agree. I have mentally and emotionally given up on it. I'm so disheartened by school right now that I don't want to do anything. I just want to relax and sleep. I don't want to go to summer school, but I'm signed up for Spanish. I might drop it and take it in the fall since it my schedule opened up... a lot.
There are auditions next week. It's a comedy. I know I'm going to audition, but I just feel so under at the moment.
"I just need a good sleep
a good fuck
a good love
I just need some time alone
so I can stop feeling so lonely"
-unknown