"I know" is never good enough
I already know my New Year's resolution: SAY "NO" MORE OFTEN
This specifically applies to things like... hanging out and making time commitments.
The most recent one being my mom offering to fly me home this weekend if I can watch Jake Friday and Saturday. Considering I would fly home tomorrow after class, I think that's fair. Tuesday-Saturday/Sunday depending on her budget. If she doesn't go for it, I might offer to pay for the difference... even though I know I shouldn't >.<
I should stay here in Riverside, let myself be sick, and see the play this weekend like I need to. I should stay home and sleep... I should be asleep right now instead of looking up flights and possibly packing for a lovely five day trip north.
Yoshua is so sick. He's in bed sick, and I wish I could take care of him. I understand that even if I go up I won't be able to see him, but that will be okay. I just hope he gets healthy.
I'm all sniffly. UGHHH. What am I doing? I am going to stop myself from offering to pay to stay an extra day. If she can't do that then it's a sign and I will stay here.
This specifically applies to things like... hanging out and making time commitments.
The most recent one being my mom offering to fly me home this weekend if I can watch Jake Friday and Saturday. Considering I would fly home tomorrow after class, I think that's fair. Tuesday-Saturday/Sunday depending on her budget. If she doesn't go for it, I might offer to pay for the difference... even though I know I shouldn't >.<
I should stay here in Riverside, let myself be sick, and see the play this weekend like I need to. I should stay home and sleep... I should be asleep right now instead of looking up flights and possibly packing for a lovely five day trip north.
Yoshua is so sick. He's in bed sick, and I wish I could take care of him. I understand that even if I go up I won't be able to see him, but that will be okay. I just hope he gets healthy.
I'm all sniffly. UGHHH. What am I doing? I am going to stop myself from offering to pay to stay an extra day. If she can't do that then it's a sign and I will stay here.