enough

Nov 16, 2004 22:07

its the worst feeling in the world when you put your all into something for so long, and everyone works together to get it to the peak point
then it will all go away in an instant
and you don't know what happened
and on the ride home you sit in your seat, in the dark, and think about it all
and you start to sniffle, and soon a tear trickles down your face
who would have thought
and now its over
the best season our school has ever seen
and for most of us, we have to move on
what lies in the future wont be nearly as significant as what we just finished
and i think that we all know that
and i sit here, wishing that i could have done better
and that everyone would have tried a little harder
pushed themselves a little farther
looked inside of themselves for that push to go all out and all the way
but that didn't happen
it never has happened, and i doubt that it ever will

frustration is overwhelming sometimes
and i wish it never existed
that life was possible without frustration, and without regret

could i be more pessimistic?
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