your present came in today. the one i was going to give you for christmas before we broke up. it's a star necklace. despite everything, that's still how i see you. as a star. i wonder if i should maybe drive by on christmas eve and just leave it at your doorstep for you. your neck looks really weird wih nothing hanging here. i know i could get back together with you and it wouldn't be a problem but i'm so... hurt. i can't believe that you'd ever cheat on me. if there was one thing i thought you'd never do to me, that was it. and you went out and you did it. i don't know if i can ever forgive you for that.
we were supposed to be forever, rachel. why'd you have to go and screw it all up?