Leaving
I'm about a day away from completing my freshman year at JWU. Its really weird how fast this year went by...its even weirder how much has happened and how my priorities and opinions have changed.
Yishai and I have come back from the brink of breaking up more times than I can count this year. I really feel like its the distance that's been wearing on us. Or my ever changing demeanor; I've changed a lot this year. Apparently a little too much for my relationship to handle...but I think we're both strong enough that we can make this relationship work.
I made my first wedding cake today. It was a yellow chiffon cake with raspberry filling, frosted with Italian buttercream, and decorated with handmade marzipan roses. I got an 86/100 on it. Less than what I was expecting, but still a solid B. I can deal with that. If I get higher than a C tomorrow on my final, I'll make Dean's List for the third trimester in a row. Overachieving fuck that I am... XD
I have a lot of plans for the summer, most of them revolving around cosplaying and trips to Philadelphia to get more holes in me. I can't wait to see all my friends...I've missed everyone so much. Including the people I rarely get to see (like Leigh.) If college has taught me anything (other than how to be the perfect woman XD) its who my true friends are. I'm so blessed to have made new ones to go with the old who have stood by me through the best and worst times of my life.
I'll be home Friday night. :D
Yishai and I have come back from the brink of breaking up more times than I can count this year. I really feel like its the distance that's been wearing on us. Or my ever changing demeanor; I've changed a lot this year. Apparently a little too much for my relationship to handle...but I think we're both strong enough that we can make this relationship work.
I made my first wedding cake today. It was a yellow chiffon cake with raspberry filling, frosted with Italian buttercream, and decorated with handmade marzipan roses. I got an 86/100 on it. Less than what I was expecting, but still a solid B. I can deal with that. If I get higher than a C tomorrow on my final, I'll make Dean's List for the third trimester in a row. Overachieving fuck that I am... XD
I have a lot of plans for the summer, most of them revolving around cosplaying and trips to Philadelphia to get more holes in me. I can't wait to see all my friends...I've missed everyone so much. Including the people I rarely get to see (like Leigh.) If college has taught me anything (other than how to be the perfect woman XD) its who my true friends are. I'm so blessed to have made new ones to go with the old who have stood by me through the best and worst times of my life.
I'll be home Friday night. :D