Sep 09, 2005 12:28
yes yes i know... i am waiting for all the "where the hell have you been"'s. so i will tell you. NO WHERE!!! lol. well actually.. technically in mallorytown/brockville/gananoque for the past four months.. but for any of you from there you are well aware that i am not lying when i say no where.
My summer went by very very fast. Too fast. Not very excited about going back to school.. but glad to be up here again to see everyone.
And now for the big lecture. Bob. Yes he and i are still talking everyday.. and yes i still want to be with him.. and no he has not broke up with her yet. I know, i know.. i need to tell him to back off and make a decision. But..... but i just dunno if i can. He has become like my best friend over the past few months.. and i don't think i can give that up. he means the world to me. I miss him more than anyone else from home (yes even more than my babies).. and would give anything to be back there with him. He is just so different than any other guy i have ever met... and i dunno... i am just not ready to give up on him yet. i can't. So please save the lectures and the advice... i am well aware of what i am doing to myself.. and i know what needs to be done about it. i really don't need people reminding me. I will do it when i am ready to... and no sooner.
Anyways i am off to do more of nothing lol