The Pain of Life
I leave tomorrow ... in 26 hours I'll be getting on a train. Westward Ho! And my excitement for the future has been overshadowed by my imminent loss of everything I've known for the past 7 years. As I've been saying good-bye to the people who've meant something to me, I've been getting nostalgic for the times we've shared, and the experiences I've had. I've been on the verge of tears for a couple days now.
I hope when I'm in Omaha, Allie and Faith will help distract me from the pain of leaving everyone and everything in New England. I hope the prospects of reaching my goals and ambitions in a growing film market overshadow the reality of how my life in Boston has plateued. I hope the sadness will get replaced with excitement.
But then again, the bigger the advance in life, the more it hurts, right? Like Caitlin in Degrassi leaving Joey to go to LA to do Ryan's Planet. (shut-up, I only watched it 'cause it was part of the Kevin Smith episodes)
I hope when I'm in Omaha, Allie and Faith will help distract me from the pain of leaving everyone and everything in New England. I hope the prospects of reaching my goals and ambitions in a growing film market overshadow the reality of how my life in Boston has plateued. I hope the sadness will get replaced with excitement.
But then again, the bigger the advance in life, the more it hurts, right? Like Caitlin in Degrassi leaving Joey to go to LA to do Ryan's Planet. (shut-up, I only watched it 'cause it was part of the Kevin Smith episodes)