both physically and mentally ill
I left school early on Wednesday... Karina took me home as I vomited everywhere..Spent the rest of the day in bed because I could not sit up. I did not go to school today, so I missed my AP test. I have to make that up. I feel really shitty. That is my physical illness.
I am also mentally ill. I feel ill because I constantly fall for the lies of men. I did it again. =/ Why the fuck can't I learn?
The only good news I have to report is that I found Anderson's number and got in contact with him. Hopefully he will not be another lying male in my life. I just want someone who cares. Is that too much to ask for? Perhaps. *sigh*
All I want is a man to treat me well and not tell me lies. I try so hard to please. I would do anything for anyone if it would only make them happy. And I sacrifice and I sacrifice. So I ask the world-- is there one man that can speak the truth to me? If you would only care for me, I would care for you til the end.
I am so so losing hope. Again.
-Steph.
A VERY VERY ILL STEPH.
Also, I just finished True Romance. An inspiring film to say the least-- even blood thirsty criminals can love. =D So I can too, right?
---Sorry to say, I will not be seeing Icey tomorrow night. =( Too sick to rave, sadly. In fact, I haven't even been able to play Alice or have a smoke.... I am that ill. Amazing.
I am also mentally ill. I feel ill because I constantly fall for the lies of men. I did it again. =/ Why the fuck can't I learn?
The only good news I have to report is that I found Anderson's number and got in contact with him. Hopefully he will not be another lying male in my life. I just want someone who cares. Is that too much to ask for? Perhaps. *sigh*
All I want is a man to treat me well and not tell me lies. I try so hard to please. I would do anything for anyone if it would only make them happy. And I sacrifice and I sacrifice. So I ask the world-- is there one man that can speak the truth to me? If you would only care for me, I would care for you til the end.
I am so so losing hope. Again.
-Steph.
A VERY VERY ILL STEPH.
Also, I just finished True Romance. An inspiring film to say the least-- even blood thirsty criminals can love. =D So I can too, right?
---Sorry to say, I will not be seeing Icey tomorrow night. =( Too sick to rave, sadly. In fact, I haven't even been able to play Alice or have a smoke.... I am that ill. Amazing.