i hate it when
I hate it when...
I realize how weak I am. Especially when it comes to you. It doesn't matter how much you ignore me, how badly you treat me, how mean you are, or how low you make me feel....
all you have to do is make me smile. and it all just fades away. just look at me for a split second like I matter to you, and I buy all your bull shit excuses. one affirmation makes me remember all the things about you that i find so amazing, and nothing else matters.
God, I miss you.
I hate how much I love you.
I realize how weak I am. Especially when it comes to you. It doesn't matter how much you ignore me, how badly you treat me, how mean you are, or how low you make me feel....
all you have to do is make me smile. and it all just fades away. just look at me for a split second like I matter to you, and I buy all your bull shit excuses. one affirmation makes me remember all the things about you that i find so amazing, and nothing else matters.
God, I miss you.
I hate how much I love you.