In faded dreams and shattered memories
An update. Oh teh gaspeth. Yes, there is a lot to be covered..but currently..to tired..so I will give a run down of the thing that are only on the surface of my mind.
1: New Job! Booja bitches! Full time, Night schedule. Starting pay, 8 bucks an hour. Not much, but better then my other jobs. Union and benefits, so it's all good. To make it all the better, my bosses kickass. Two outta the three are hardcore gamers..and my main boss likes my type of music. Not only that, but outright has proclaimed he and the upper staffing enjoy having me around due to my work ethics. Me? Work ethics? Psha! Evidently, I do have them..and there topnotch, so who knew?
2: Upgrading my beby. *Cuddles his puter* Yus..she's being upgraded..or rather, swapped out. Her personality put into another machine and the like. Mooch betta. So always a plus on that note.
3: Getting over a cold. Oh la joy. Really beat my ass into the ground, to. Worse I have had in some years now, but guess it was due. I don't get sick with the flu or colds all that often, but when I do? Whoo. As for other health status...well. Same shit, different hour, ne?
4: Trying to get a decent RPG up and running with some friends. Dealing with Xenomorph/Yautja/Guyver in essence. So far so good. Just need to finish the intro posting then the rest of the details and tada. We gots a full blown uber RPG on, oh teh gaspeth - An RPG board! Where the majority of them actually look for to it! Huzzah!
5: Confessions can clear the air or make it just that much more awkward. Again, No. I don't regret it, Ana. Never will. With that though, it leads into the final note of this lil update deal.
A rivelation if you will tonight. Not so much that, but rather outlining the pathways I must choose and take. Some for the better. Some for the worse. However all must be taken to be completed, eh? I have to let go and overcome that day. Regardless to the factoring, I have to if I ever wish to move forward. When? I truly can't say. When it does come about though, I will and other shall know it - if not by my attitude, but outlook on things. Until then, I shall continue trying. Trying to summon enough courage to let it go. To move on without forever living in the past.
I promise I will. I just don't know when it will happen. I promise though, I will overcome it and release my grasping upon it. I have to. If not for myself, then for someone I hold very close to my heart.
With that, I bid ye all a fair night of peaceful rest.
-Jase
"The gates of time have opened
Now its chains are broken
An ancient force unleashed again."