Thorn
maybe if I put this here, I won't worry about it anymore and we won't have to talk about it. Its been bothering me on and off for awhile though I never say anything about it. Its this feeling like I'm being lied to a little. Yeah you need to study, thats great, but then actually study rather than going out or playing video games with your friends. If you want to do that then just say so. No big deal. If you're tired and want to go to bed then go to bed, don't stya up messing around just cuz. If you just don't want me there then say so, please. I'd much prefer that then this feeling like you're saying little things to make me disappear for awhile so you can do or say whatever you want. I know you explained the bed thing. If you wake up walking me home thats fine too. Its stopped bothering me. But as I said I'd prefer complete honesty. If its just that you want me gone so you can call me bounce or complain about the latest annoying thing I did then fine, just tell me that. Tell me you just want a guys time or to play video games and talk or whatever. Just don't say that its vital that you spend today studying and not be bothered by anyone if you're just gonna drive by me in 15 minutes on your way to wherever with your friends cuz that kinda hurts. It seems a little deceitful. This isn't a huge deal which is why I've not mentioned it til now. I've thought about it but usually get over it quickly. And so I let it go. Its not something to fight over and I'm not upset, slightly annoyed and maybe a tiny bit hurt, but mostly it just doesn't make sense to me. Its something simple and silly that bothers me from time to time. :-)