I'm growin up
Well, things could be better in my life. I've gotten pretty used to the empty feeling of not having my best friend completely there. Not much seems to bother me anymore. I still can be my bright colored self, but all I've been feeling is more of a beige.
I don't have a boyfriend to have my feelings fall back on, but thats ok because I don't think I could give him my true self when my other half is in Tampa General right now.
However, I have great friends who are being there for me which is really good.
I just really think work and school should be the only things my mind should be set on because they are making me happy right now. I made a good amount of money tonight at Ruby Tuesday and it was nice.
I love buying new clothes with my new money, but I work so much I hardly have time to wear the new clothes.
Looking on the bright side is what I've been doing and will still keep doing...
I don't have a boyfriend to have my feelings fall back on, but thats ok because I don't think I could give him my true self when my other half is in Tampa General right now.
However, I have great friends who are being there for me which is really good.
I just really think work and school should be the only things my mind should be set on because they are making me happy right now. I made a good amount of money tonight at Ruby Tuesday and it was nice.
I love buying new clothes with my new money, but I work so much I hardly have time to wear the new clothes.
Looking on the bright side is what I've been doing and will still keep doing...