Mar 13, 2005 17:39
Portland has been a treat. The weather is retardedly amazing and it's great to play kid for my parents to make them feel like a mom and dad again.
Checked my email as I got to Portland to find out that "my job possibility" had emailed me the night before to tell me that I had second round interviews schedualled throughout the day with the rest of the VPs on friday. It was 6pm NY time when I arrived here, so I only caught one out of four interviews.... I got FUCKED. I'm hoping I can call and explain tomorrow. I really hope this will not effect anything.
My mom told me that my father had also lost his job since January and no one was allowed to tell me. I'm so scared for them. Due to immigration issues, my mom has to return to Canada tomorrow till her USA citizenship is approved in three months or so. This is waaay fucked up because we no longer have a home there and her and my brother are homeless. My brother just got back from a Europe trip of two months and is staying with friends for now. Meanwhile my dad will stay at the Portland house all by himself with nothing to do.
This is the first time in my life that I feel like I need to step up and do something or atleast save enouggh financially incase I need to be helpful. But it's also the first time that I have been missing them as a safety net. Adult life is so insecure..
xoxo
Sherry