Just thoughts that i need to get out of my mind.
Not much going on right now in my life. Just been working and relaxing. Really started thinking as always and realize that life isnt about the things we aquire its about the moments we have with others. Our families and friends help give our life meaning. We can have all the money in the world .... all the toys but in the end its each other that makes life worth living. I dont know what i would do without knowing that i have my family that loves me and the friends i have behind me. I know that sucess is important but not so you can get those materialistic things but because in succeeding you are able to give back to those that have giving you your meaning. I really do think that happiness isnt going to be found in a degree or a great job but in the people we surround ourselves with. So in this thought i really come to peace with losing contact with alot of people. Some of those people might be reading this and if they do im sorry i dont mean to upset you its just that you arent an important part of my life anymore. I do thankyou for helping me get to this point as much as you have and i hope that each of yall find yalls happiness in the near future and keep it.
On another note i do not know when ill be coming back to henderson again. I really dont have alot there to come back for especially since i have a goal with my budget to be debt free so i dont have to worry about money and start focusing on those things i mentioned earlier that make me happy. I know that i miss some of yall in henderson and i really do want to see you but i just dont know if financially i can afford it right now if i plan on being truly happy in the future. Everyone is more than welcome to come visit me at any time. Hell i dont even see many people that live here in louisville anymore. But thats differant cause very few of them do rank up to those of you that i still care about in henderson. Oh and to the couple of you in Louisville that read this im sorry i most likely didnt mean that directed toward you.
On a good note however im going white water rafting next weekend for my brothers bachelor party and im excited. I dont know if its the white water rafting or just being in a differant scene that im excited about. I hope that it will be fun but at the same time a good work out. As for everythign else in my life its pretty simple and good. I work at a job i am happy with. i go in at 11 at night and get off around 8 in the morning so its nothing to complain about. Then i get to come home and do the things i enjoy doing. Playing guitar Playing video games. Watching tv and movies. Yeah yeah yeah it would great to have some of yall around when doing those things but i have to be happy with what i have. Oh and for those of you that are rolling your eyes or thinking anything negative you can go fuck yourself and just get over it cause your pathetic life needs to find more meaning than bad mouthing. Ok bad to a good sound. My mom and grandma are coming up today so im happy i get to see them i really do miss em. They both have giving me alot in my life even when i fucked up and i dont know where i would be if it wasnt for the love and kindness that helped me through the worst and best of times. Yeah i do things that they dont agree with but they truly show love because they except my bad with the good and are proud of who i have became. Well anywho i gotta get off here and relax i just wanted to get some of these things out of my head and onto paper. Well Sortof paper. But im going to let all of yall go and i hope that i hear from some of yall soon and if not have a good one and dont worry about me cause im going to go on with my life and make the best of every moment i can.
On another note i do not know when ill be coming back to henderson again. I really dont have alot there to come back for especially since i have a goal with my budget to be debt free so i dont have to worry about money and start focusing on those things i mentioned earlier that make me happy. I know that i miss some of yall in henderson and i really do want to see you but i just dont know if financially i can afford it right now if i plan on being truly happy in the future. Everyone is more than welcome to come visit me at any time. Hell i dont even see many people that live here in louisville anymore. But thats differant cause very few of them do rank up to those of you that i still care about in henderson. Oh and to the couple of you in Louisville that read this im sorry i most likely didnt mean that directed toward you.
On a good note however im going white water rafting next weekend for my brothers bachelor party and im excited. I dont know if its the white water rafting or just being in a differant scene that im excited about. I hope that it will be fun but at the same time a good work out. As for everythign else in my life its pretty simple and good. I work at a job i am happy with. i go in at 11 at night and get off around 8 in the morning so its nothing to complain about. Then i get to come home and do the things i enjoy doing. Playing guitar Playing video games. Watching tv and movies. Yeah yeah yeah it would great to have some of yall around when doing those things but i have to be happy with what i have. Oh and for those of you that are rolling your eyes or thinking anything negative you can go fuck yourself and just get over it cause your pathetic life needs to find more meaning than bad mouthing. Ok bad to a good sound. My mom and grandma are coming up today so im happy i get to see them i really do miss em. They both have giving me alot in my life even when i fucked up and i dont know where i would be if it wasnt for the love and kindness that helped me through the worst and best of times. Yeah i do things that they dont agree with but they truly show love because they except my bad with the good and are proud of who i have became. Well anywho i gotta get off here and relax i just wanted to get some of these things out of my head and onto paper. Well Sortof paper. But im going to let all of yall go and i hope that i hear from some of yall soon and if not have a good one and dont worry about me cause im going to go on with my life and make the best of every moment i can.