This May Ramble, I have had no Adderall in over a week
IM SOOO EXCITED!!! prom is tomorrow!!! yay!! I actually couldn't be happier with how things turned out. Going to fancy dinner with Kevon and Quinn is gonna be really nice. It would have been cool if Trey went, but with him and his date possibly came annother, and that we couldn't have. Prom is gonna be soo sweet, no joke. I'm pumped.
I started writing in yearbooks and shit today, and it gave me that feeling that it is really close to over. There are some people I'm gonna miss a good deal: Alex, Alissa, Ty, Sarah Collins...amoung others. It's a shame. I loved how close I ended up getting with people like Kevin and Tyler and them all, and even the new more-than-freindly-yet-not-quite-friends aquaintences I've made. Sure I've lost some people, but my life is so much better without them (especially one). I have no drama, no pleas for attention, no stupid shit. It's such a nice way to go out. The only sad thing is Baly going to Europe, and me leaving before she gets back, but I think (and hope and pray constantly) that we can endure the test of time and stay together for a good while longer. haha. I have no regrets, and I want you to be jealous...mwaaaaaahahahahahaha.
btw, I'm so proud of my self for not being as awful of a person as I could have been. It's nice not focusing on negativity, and consiquently I'm much less negative myself. I also like that I'm spending my after prom with Baly, and not getting drunk and making an ass of my self and doing things I regret and moping and shit like that...it's comforting.
things are going by so fast. There's people I need to chill with, and they dont read this, so no imperatives here...but yeah...hooray for the end of the ramble, I needs to sleep, I'm playing for the baptists tomorrow
MAY JOTA EVER BE UPON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started writing in yearbooks and shit today, and it gave me that feeling that it is really close to over. There are some people I'm gonna miss a good deal: Alex, Alissa, Ty, Sarah Collins...amoung others. It's a shame. I loved how close I ended up getting with people like Kevin and Tyler and them all, and even the new more-than-freindly-yet-not-quite-friends aquaintences I've made. Sure I've lost some people, but my life is so much better without them (especially one). I have no drama, no pleas for attention, no stupid shit. It's such a nice way to go out. The only sad thing is Baly going to Europe, and me leaving before she gets back, but I think (and hope and pray constantly) that we can endure the test of time and stay together for a good while longer. haha. I have no regrets, and I want you to be jealous...mwaaaaaahahahahahaha.
btw, I'm so proud of my self for not being as awful of a person as I could have been. It's nice not focusing on negativity, and consiquently I'm much less negative myself. I also like that I'm spending my after prom with Baly, and not getting drunk and making an ass of my self and doing things I regret and moping and shit like that...it's comforting.
things are going by so fast. There's people I need to chill with, and they dont read this, so no imperatives here...but yeah...hooray for the end of the ramble, I needs to sleep, I'm playing for the baptists tomorrow
MAY JOTA EVER BE UPON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!