four star daydream think ill buy me a football team
i did that last night at maya's. i was out of it when i started it and i just closed my eyes and started drawing hahah it turned out pretty well i think and i finished the rest at home
i like that one too kind of.
for some wierd reason i am obsessed with drawing eyes and candles haha this one reminds me of that sonic youth song that im obsessed with haha.
i like it though.
right now im just sitting here thinking about how i should make more time for my writing. I want to be a writer and i want to just write write write hahahaha. Im having "zoe night" to catch up on myself and see how i'm doing. it's a tradition haha. I am emotional right now. Im listening to the black keys. I couldn't find this cd forever and finally i found it and im just going right through it and it's bringing back memories of maya's cabin this summer and making dinner with this playing in the den and the shadows bouncing off the wall reflecting onto the water outside. We were trapped with water and music and light around us. What could be better?
There's a specific song. I just so happen to be listening to it right now. Everywhere I Go. It's amazing. There are times when you hear a song and it doesn't really make an impact in your memory. But then you have one of those amazing nights and that song just happens to be playing. You will remember that moment and that song will be attatched to that moment forever. That moment for this song was when we were eating mashed potatoes and fish for dinner at maya's cabin and the wood gleamed golden bronze on the walls and we were eating by candlelight. I was the kind of full that makes you feel sleepy and cozy and the temperature in the room was just right with a fire about two feet away. We were all smiling and telling stories about our childhood and we were all so happy. This song makes me think of all that. The smells, the tastes the beautiful cabin and the waves crashing against rock 5 feet away. It all just takes me back hahah.
thats all i have to say tonight. Thanks for listening.
here are the pictures from my partying hahah only some haha
hey it's been awhile, im sorry haha.
so these last two days have been insane hahaha its SPRING BREAK!!
after school on thursday i went to therapy and then went to Rosa's ans we went out with jenny and went to mitch's apartment and chilled there and they got us 100 proof smirnoff hahaha and we got creeped out by them a little bit so we went with gordon to sebastian joe's and ate ice cream and then Tom and his cousin picked us up and we drove around, picked up some stuff and we drove around some more and stopped at Calhoun Square and i got money and we couldn't find the car hahaha and Gordon was so fucking drunk ahaha it was scary until they found us again and damn we toook like 200 pictures and i'll get them up here later but yeah so we then went back to mitch's and went on his roof and did stuff and it was so pretty and then we left and went back to Rosa's and at 3 in the morning we went back on her balcony thing and her then ordered a pizza and then her mom came in cause the pizza guy woke her up and was like HAVE YOU BEEN SMOKING?? and she was like ZOE WERE YOU GUYS SMOKING!? and i was like AHH JEEZ!!! and it was scary as FUCK. So after we ate we just went to sleep cause we were scared something else might happen hahaha. But then the next morning we just woke up early and went out to eat in uptown and then i left and went home and went to maya's and then we went to this kid Tom's house and then Phillip came from MPA and i was like WHOA YOU'RE HERE?! hahaha it was insane so we drove around a lot and went in their treehouse and everything hahhahhahah damn crazy ass drivers haha we went on the train bridge and i FLIPPED out because we were right over the river and alex and i like ran back hhaaha it was scary. and the car smelled like shit hahahaha and so then we went to dinkytown and looked at the stores and went under the bridge and stuff and then we went back to tom's and went to this park thing and did stuff and i was fucking out of it like pretty good and we went back to the treehouse and john and alex and i were like......tripping out HAHAH it was great hahahahaha and so yeah. then we went back to mayas and slept.
pictures later