stupid dreams....
I think last night is the 3rd night I've had pretty much the same dream concept. His ex is there, he either is trying to get back with her or won't stop oogling (sp?) over her. Why do I let this shit bother me? I told him about it and the first time he said (I told him about it after the 2nd dream) that it would never happen, besides she doesn't even live here. Which is totally true...
I mean its hard to be blamed for thinking that. He keeps everything. He has this whole entire box and it has all this shit from his ex-girlfriends (only 2) and I can't help but be a little jealous/suspicious. I know he'll never go back to her and I know she'll never go back to him. I just can't help but worry. I don't ever want to lose this one. He's everything that Robert wasn't. Finally, someone loves me enough to make time for me and wants to spend everyday with me. He holds my hand, he tells me he loves me a bajillion times a day, he opens my car door for me, we even think the same. So, what the hell is wrong with me?? :(
I mean its hard to be blamed for thinking that. He keeps everything. He has this whole entire box and it has all this shit from his ex-girlfriends (only 2) and I can't help but be a little jealous/suspicious. I know he'll never go back to her and I know she'll never go back to him. I just can't help but worry. I don't ever want to lose this one. He's everything that Robert wasn't. Finally, someone loves me enough to make time for me and wants to spend everyday with me. He holds my hand, he tells me he loves me a bajillion times a day, he opens my car door for me, we even think the same. So, what the hell is wrong with me?? :(