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Everything has been so up and down, around, in circles, side to side....
Online classes are crazy. Its so hard to just fucking do them sometimes. Oh, I'll just let this assignment slide. I can pass without it.
I need to stop thinking like that.
Bleh, theres just not enough time to do anything anymore. Not that there IS anything to do in this town...
So, I think....I think I have found the boy of my dreams. It hit me a few days ago and has been scaring the shit out of me ever since.
You know when you're with your friends and you talk about the perfect guy...one who's sweet, wants to hold and cuddle with you, doesn't always want to have sex, is a perfect gentleman, someone you can be yourself around, he's not just your significant other but also your best friend, smart, loves music.... yeah, I'm not kidding, he's all that plus more.
I swear there is beauty in everything we do. Everything is so meaningful....even when we fight.
I don't feel right right now.
Online classes are crazy. Its so hard to just fucking do them sometimes. Oh, I'll just let this assignment slide. I can pass without it.
I need to stop thinking like that.
Bleh, theres just not enough time to do anything anymore. Not that there IS anything to do in this town...
So, I think....I think I have found the boy of my dreams. It hit me a few days ago and has been scaring the shit out of me ever since.
You know when you're with your friends and you talk about the perfect guy...one who's sweet, wants to hold and cuddle with you, doesn't always want to have sex, is a perfect gentleman, someone you can be yourself around, he's not just your significant other but also your best friend, smart, loves music.... yeah, I'm not kidding, he's all that plus more.
I swear there is beauty in everything we do. Everything is so meaningful....even when we fight.
I don't feel right right now.