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I had the most wonderful weekend with my love. She spent the weekend over at my apartment, although we were lazy for most of it, and I had to work both of the days she was over. It went by quickly, but it was wonderful nonetheless. I love you more than everything Michele. ^_^
On a side note, I've been having really disturbing dreams lately, dealing with death, and fighting the forces of darkness, in whatever incarnation they may take in the current dream. I think it might be a metaphor dealing with turning my back on a side of me I held onto for so many years. Ever since I started on my medication and counseling to rid myself of my anger and hostility, it felt like I chose the light side of myself over the dark person I always thought I was. Now it just feels like my subconcious is grapling with the change and presenting it as a battle in my dreams. Although I believe I understand what it's about, it still disturbs me in my sleeping hours. It's just a change I'll have to deal with for a long time. Change is never easy, and a part of me will have to continue the battle, even if it's just in my slumber. However I can present it to my therapist and see what he suggests to deal with it. Two heads are most always better than one. Untill it's resolved in some tangible way, I'll continue to fight the good fight.
On a side note, I've been having really disturbing dreams lately, dealing with death, and fighting the forces of darkness, in whatever incarnation they may take in the current dream. I think it might be a metaphor dealing with turning my back on a side of me I held onto for so many years. Ever since I started on my medication and counseling to rid myself of my anger and hostility, it felt like I chose the light side of myself over the dark person I always thought I was. Now it just feels like my subconcious is grapling with the change and presenting it as a battle in my dreams. Although I believe I understand what it's about, it still disturbs me in my sleeping hours. It's just a change I'll have to deal with for a long time. Change is never easy, and a part of me will have to continue the battle, even if it's just in my slumber. However I can present it to my therapist and see what he suggests to deal with it. Two heads are most always better than one. Untill it's resolved in some tangible way, I'll continue to fight the good fight.