news; the things i'll never say

Mar 20, 2010 10:41

The things I'll never say - sequel
Tegomass (Tegoshi/Massu), g

A/N: It’s like Tegoshi's answer to Massu's drabble that I made some time ago. It can be found here

Tegoshi is worried. Lately he has felt someone watching him. And a couple of days ago he saw Massu quickly look down and blush when Tegoshi turned around. Obviously he had been looking at Tegoshi. Tegoshi is really worried. Because, he can feel the love coming from Massu. Love as in love, not as in friendship. And that really troubles Tegoshi. He loves Massu...as a friend. Massu is his best friend and he always will be.His love for Massu is really nothing more than the love for a friend.

Or the love for a brother. Tegoshi can't help but to fear the day when Massu will confess. If he will. But Tegoshi is almost 100% positive that Massu will confess someday. If you love someone, you do want to be loved back, right? And the only way to be sure the other loves you is to confess your feelings. When the day comes that Massu confesses to him, Tegoshi will have have to break Massu's heart, and with that, his own also. Because causing pain to your best friend - a heart beaking pain - causes you pain too. Being in love is hard. Being loved is hard too. And it causes both you and the other, pain. What's the point being in love? Tegoshi doesn't understand it. It's just painfull so what's the point? He only wishes Massu wouldn't love him.

The End
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g, pairing: tegoshi/massu, fandom: je

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