kat-tun; believe love forever
Believe, Love, Forever
Akame (Jin/Kame), g
Love for me is just something that doesn’t exist. Only in stories it exists.
A/N: Well, yesterday I was listening to old songs on my iPod and I came to an cd I didn't remember why I had on my iPod so I started listenig to "I believe"(maybe some people from Sweden knows this song, and maybe somebody else too, it's Martin Stenmarck's song from his album "Think of me") and all this feelings came to me. I just had to write something so I took my notebook and started writing and here is the result.
I’ve never believed in love. Never. Sure, I’ve fooled around with tons of girls and they have fallen in love with me, but never have I fallen for them. They were just games for me. Games that meant nothing. Love for me is just something that doesn’t exist. Only in stories it exists. I’ve never felt absolute real happiness. Never. Sure, I’ve been happy, no doubts about that, but every time I smile, deep inside my heart, it feels like there’s something missing. Something important. But I don’t know what and every time that thought comes into my mind I push it away. I’ve never been able to fully trust another human. Never. Sure, I have friends that I like and that I can talk to and I know I can trust them with anything. It’s just that, I’ve never told them a really important secret and I don’t really like to tell them stuff about myself. There’s always that feeling that they may betray me when I need them the most. That’s why I really can’t trust another human.
That is, before I met you. Before I met you I wasn’t able to feel real love, I wasn’t able to feel real happiness and I couldn’t fully trust someone. But then, one day you came into my life and a miracle happened. The first moment I saw you, walking in through that door, I felt my heart beat twice as hard as usual. You were shining out of your own aura and you brightened the room. You looked so beautiful with dark hair, dark, sparkling eyes, slim body but still you had muscles, clothes that fitted you and your body perfect. And those beautiful, pouty, pink, soft lips, I fell in love with them too. And not even your slightly crooked nose could make you look ugly, your nose only made you look more special. I wouldn’t even been surprised if I saw wings on your back, that would only have been the last piece that made you to the angel I first thought that you were. And the first moment I heard you speak; I fell in love with your voice too. It is perfect and wonderful. It is like music in my ears every time I hear it. I think you felt me watching you because you smiled at me.
Your smile was only a small, polite smile, but still, I fell in love with it too. And when I finally found enough courage to some up and speak to you, I found that you looked even more beautiful when I’m closer to you and my heart started beating even harder. You smiled your beautiful smile again and waited politely for me to say something. I started stammering but after some awkward moments I finally told you that my name was Akanishi Jin. You told me that your name was Kamenashi Kazuya, and I thought that was the most beautiful name on the world. The rest of the night I don’t quite remember, only that I fell deeper and deeper in love with you. Thanks to you, I now love you with my whole heart and body, I feel like I’m the luckiest man on the whole world and I’ve been able to trust another human. You.
You know all my secrets and you share them with me. Forever and ever, I’ll love you and be together with you if you’ll only let me. And if you do, I promise you, I’ll never let you go, never ever. You’d be mine forever and I’d be yours forever. Even when death wants to split us, I promise you, we will be together, not even death will be able to split us apart. Because, I’ve learned a couple of things; As long as you believe in love, miracles will happen. As long as you love someone with your whole heart, nothing can stand in your way. As long as you’ll stick together with your love, you’ll be able to do anything. The only things you have to do are to Believe and Love and do so forever. I can tell you, I believe in love, I love you and I’ll do so forever and ever. So, Kamenashi Kazuya, will you marry me?
The End
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Akame (Jin/Kame), g
Love for me is just something that doesn’t exist. Only in stories it exists.
A/N: Well, yesterday I was listening to old songs on my iPod and I came to an cd I didn't remember why I had on my iPod so I started listenig to "I believe"(maybe some people from Sweden knows this song, and maybe somebody else too, it's Martin Stenmarck's song from his album "Think of me") and all this feelings came to me. I just had to write something so I took my notebook and started writing and here is the result.
I’ve never believed in love. Never. Sure, I’ve fooled around with tons of girls and they have fallen in love with me, but never have I fallen for them. They were just games for me. Games that meant nothing. Love for me is just something that doesn’t exist. Only in stories it exists. I’ve never felt absolute real happiness. Never. Sure, I’ve been happy, no doubts about that, but every time I smile, deep inside my heart, it feels like there’s something missing. Something important. But I don’t know what and every time that thought comes into my mind I push it away. I’ve never been able to fully trust another human. Never. Sure, I have friends that I like and that I can talk to and I know I can trust them with anything. It’s just that, I’ve never told them a really important secret and I don’t really like to tell them stuff about myself. There’s always that feeling that they may betray me when I need them the most. That’s why I really can’t trust another human.
That is, before I met you. Before I met you I wasn’t able to feel real love, I wasn’t able to feel real happiness and I couldn’t fully trust someone. But then, one day you came into my life and a miracle happened. The first moment I saw you, walking in through that door, I felt my heart beat twice as hard as usual. You were shining out of your own aura and you brightened the room. You looked so beautiful with dark hair, dark, sparkling eyes, slim body but still you had muscles, clothes that fitted you and your body perfect. And those beautiful, pouty, pink, soft lips, I fell in love with them too. And not even your slightly crooked nose could make you look ugly, your nose only made you look more special. I wouldn’t even been surprised if I saw wings on your back, that would only have been the last piece that made you to the angel I first thought that you were. And the first moment I heard you speak; I fell in love with your voice too. It is perfect and wonderful. It is like music in my ears every time I hear it. I think you felt me watching you because you smiled at me.
Your smile was only a small, polite smile, but still, I fell in love with it too. And when I finally found enough courage to some up and speak to you, I found that you looked even more beautiful when I’m closer to you and my heart started beating even harder. You smiled your beautiful smile again and waited politely for me to say something. I started stammering but after some awkward moments I finally told you that my name was Akanishi Jin. You told me that your name was Kamenashi Kazuya, and I thought that was the most beautiful name on the world. The rest of the night I don’t quite remember, only that I fell deeper and deeper in love with you. Thanks to you, I now love you with my whole heart and body, I feel like I’m the luckiest man on the whole world and I’ve been able to trust another human. You.
You know all my secrets and you share them with me. Forever and ever, I’ll love you and be together with you if you’ll only let me. And if you do, I promise you, I’ll never let you go, never ever. You’d be mine forever and I’d be yours forever. Even when death wants to split us, I promise you, we will be together, not even death will be able to split us apart. Because, I’ve learned a couple of things; As long as you believe in love, miracles will happen. As long as you love someone with your whole heart, nothing can stand in your way. As long as you’ll stick together with your love, you’ll be able to do anything. The only things you have to do are to Believe and Love and do so forever. I can tell you, I believe in love, I love you and I’ll do so forever and ever. So, Kamenashi Kazuya, will you marry me?
The End
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