this might not make sense
yea... just some random ventings
im in a fight with my best friend.. now shes stealing my other best friend. good stuff. i am friendless. and not to mention boyfriendless. report card... coming today. i think. grounded, all summer. i think. cuz im stupid. i suck. i dont get the gold star. i gained weight. i was doing so good. i have smokers cough and i have a feeling im going to be drug tested in a matter of days. yet another test... i will fail. summer was good. now it sucks. i wanna die. deftones are cool. i hate guitar but i love it. lesson tonight. don't wanna go. going to waffle house with ally and kirstin, hopefully soon. if im not grounded. i need a life. whitney and j'me are now best friends. i dont have a best friend. j'me was my best friend. but not anymore. because she likes whitney more than me. whitney has vince against me. she treats him like shit. he follows her around like a pussy whipped bitch. yet he's treated like shit. i told him that. he asked me how mike was. made me pissed. set my finger on fire. tried to get the smoke smell outta my room. woul'dnt leave. burned paper. set my finger on fire again. no one likes me. i need to pee. someone save me from the nothing i've become.
im in a fight with my best friend.. now shes stealing my other best friend. good stuff. i am friendless. and not to mention boyfriendless. report card... coming today. i think. grounded, all summer. i think. cuz im stupid. i suck. i dont get the gold star. i gained weight. i was doing so good. i have smokers cough and i have a feeling im going to be drug tested in a matter of days. yet another test... i will fail. summer was good. now it sucks. i wanna die. deftones are cool. i hate guitar but i love it. lesson tonight. don't wanna go. going to waffle house with ally and kirstin, hopefully soon. if im not grounded. i need a life. whitney and j'me are now best friends. i dont have a best friend. j'me was my best friend. but not anymore. because she likes whitney more than me. whitney has vince against me. she treats him like shit. he follows her around like a pussy whipped bitch. yet he's treated like shit. i told him that. he asked me how mike was. made me pissed. set my finger on fire. tried to get the smoke smell outta my room. woul'dnt leave. burned paper. set my finger on fire again. no one likes me. i need to pee. someone save me from the nothing i've become.