i am sooo fat!
ahh i need a personal trainer. seriously. its days like today where i miss cheerleading. at practice i could never say, ehh ill sit out im a wee bit tired...whether i was tired, sore, dying, i still had to do shit. but now that i have nothing i just do shit until i feel like it. which isnt for long. for instance. i hate lunges. but i desperately need to do them to fix my fat legs. but i dont because i hate them. and remember the leg circuits that micki used to make us do? those were bitches...good for you, but difficult. i just need someone to push me, make me go the extra mile. cause im sick of this body.
today i did 3 reps of 15 pushups...real ones...and my arms seriously feel weak. im such a worthless tool. ugh.
ran uphill for like 10 minutes. (i wish my treadmill counting shit worked! bah) then walked for like 15-20. knowing me it was probably like 5 minutes but it felt longer.
then did 300 various crunches.
and im spent.
who wants to be my personal trainer and get me in shape?
accepting applications NOW.
argggggg.
today i did 3 reps of 15 pushups...real ones...and my arms seriously feel weak. im such a worthless tool. ugh.
ran uphill for like 10 minutes. (i wish my treadmill counting shit worked! bah) then walked for like 15-20. knowing me it was probably like 5 minutes but it felt longer.
then did 300 various crunches.
and im spent.
who wants to be my personal trainer and get me in shape?
accepting applications NOW.
argggggg.